Im a Nerd, You're a Player Love I Think Not (EDITING)

Is invisible a feeling?

Or is it just a state of mind?

Either way invisible is how I feel. I'm ignored by everyone yet contradictory to that statement, I seemly managed to be tormented endlessly too. I guess you could say I defied the laws of physics. Walking, talking and breathing discrepancy. I know what you're thinking well, at least you're getting noticed! Well my answer to you would be; suck it. Getting the odd comment of 'loser' I could handle, it's the creative and not so repeatable alternatives that aren't exactly a confidence booster. Other than the demeaning names, which were not necessarily a riot. At Least the physical violence is usually optional, a fun add on if you will. All in all I was left alone to the extent any social leper was. Left alone just enough that I had no social life but talked down upon enough to know where I fell in the grand scheme of things. At the bottom.
Fun right! Today was just as thrilling and monumental as every other day in my life. Let me show you.