Misanthropy

Despair and Hope all reside in the same coin, the real question who overcomes the other.
Umi Sonoda, is the name, well for starters I can't and won't tell you about myself, second I met or was saved by a
fallen angel.
third is it called rape if you were forced into doing something you don't want to?
fourth, how can you overcome despair, if you yourself have despair inside you?