"We hated you Alex"
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Last published Fri, Feb 28, 2025
This damn feeling is like an ocean... heh, I'm really crazy, what's wrong with me? An ocean? I think there's something seriously wrong with me...
I am really insane
I want to have a breath
I'm drowning in the ocean of sad
I can't write poems and I am really stupid boy who can't be a normal person and I can't say that I need someone help... why I write it? XD, what the fuck is wrong? Why can't I write something that rhymes nicely?
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