My brother's crush

And here, I sat on my bed with my face buried in my knees and my hands wrapped around my legs. My eyes were puffed from unshed tear.
"I won't cry, I'm strong" I mumbled
'How long have you been living like this?' The familiar voice in my head again, 'Crying over someone that barely knows you?'
I did not answer myself and plopped on the bed face-flat.
I was just a girl who's in love(?) with my brother's crush.