Thunder rumbled in the distance, a deep, unsettling sound that pressed against my chest. I tightened my grip on the small package and stepped out of the car, the rain instantly soaking through my sleeves. My cap shielded most of it, but the cold still clung to my skin.
And then, I saw her.
A girl in pastel pajamas, clutching an umbrella too big for her hands, running toward me like she belonged to the rain. The world was gray, the storm looming, but she-she was all warmth, all light.
Something in my chest shifted.
I knew that face.
The glasses perched on her nose, the way her hair stuck to her forehead, and that smile-bright, effortless, untouched by the gloom around her. I had seen it before. Somewhere.
She reached me, breathless, her face hidden from me by the shadow of my cap. She pressed the umbrella into my hands, took the package, and then-three candies, small and colorful, dropped into my palm.
"Thank you," she murmured, her voice soft, fleeting, before she turned and ran back inside.
I stood there, unmoving. My fingers curled around the candies, my heart still catching up.
Warmth. That was all I felt.
Sliding back into the car, I looked down at the candies in my hand. Two for my driver. One... mine. I didn't know why I kept it. Only that I did.
Leaning back, I stared out at the rain, the ghost of her smile lingering in my mind.
I still didn't remember where I had seen her before.
But I knew I wouldn't forget her again.
Her words still linger in my head
My mind wanders off to thinking about her
Her natural thick chocolate curls.
Her Carmel skin. Her beautiful melanin.
Her mocha eyes that shines with happiness and love.
Love;I love her.
"No your not! The real Cole wouldn't abandon me randomly one day! --The real Cole wouldn't bully me every single minute of my life until my breaking point! --The real Cole wouldn't go out drinking every night and sleep with a new girl every week!--The real Cole would do anything to protect me; Not go ditch me like I was gum under your $175 Guicci Flip Flops! --The real Cole would love me until my dying moment. And I actually thought I loved you?!" I remember her screaming at me
She loved me. Well not anymore.
Tears streamed down her angelic face like a wild river. Her brown eyes were blood shot for all the crying. Even when she was crying, she still looked beautiful to me.
I wanted to take away all the pain and sadnesses she had. I want to grab her and hug her close to me; having her all to myself forever.
I always imagined falling in more love with her, getting married, taking care of the Pack, having pups, growing old, and dying together.
A loud honk from the car behind me woke me up from my day dream; I didn't realize that the red light turned green. I run my hands through my hair and turned the music up higher. Bryson tiller's song "Don't" filled the car.
She's right
My hands tighten on the leather steering wheel turning my knuckles white.
My foot pressed on the gas, making the car go faster
90
Tears started to fill my eyes blurring my vision
I don't need her
95
I don't need her
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Tears fall fast down my face
99
I don't need her
Trees and signs quickly past by me as I speed down the empty road
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Then my car slams right into a large oak tree
"I need her" I whisper as my body goes numb.
Even though I'm seconds from dying. I still think about her.
Alexis Anderson.
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