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Out of my depth

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Reads 168
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Parts 12
Time 44m

So, yeah, this is me, Lexi. 

I have nine brothers and five sisters.

My Mum is a dirty druggy alcoholic.

And well I'm in charge, and no, that is not a good thing. 

I don't live in a palace, in fact, I live in a two bedroom council flat. 

Lastly, MY LIFE IS MESSED UP.

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But when everyone around me is falling from my reach, I find myself drowning, out of my depth. 





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