Out of my depth
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So, yeah, this is me, Lexi.
I have nine brothers and five sisters.
My Mum is a dirty druggy alcoholic.
And well I'm in charge, and no, that is not a good thing.
I don't live in a palace, in fact, I live in a two bedroom council flat.
Lastly, MY LIFE IS MESSED UP.
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But when everyone around me is falling from my reach, I find myself drowning, out of my depth.
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