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I'm a 12 year old girl named Charlotte.
My parents are divorced and my mum is remarried to a man named Rick.
I take ADD/ADHD medicine and am 20 pounds under weight.
Most of my extended family members think that I'm anorexic, but I'm not.
The medicine makes me lose my appetite and if I even try to eat, it's difficult to swallow.
The medicine and I are battling, it's effects are bad and I don't want to live with them.
I don't want to "cope with my problems" anymore. I want to take action. I want a change.
This is the story of my journey.
Through the ups,
Thought the downs,
Through the hells,
And so on.
This is where it begins.