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Haze

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Reads 121
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Parts 3
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college generalfiction poetry psycotic selfharm thriller

Im screaming and im kicking but my flails go in vein.
What are they, scientists?  Doctors?  Whatever it is i know it's not good
I keep zoning in and out
Multiple flashbacks 

I've never felt a deep connection towards people...or anything of this world in general.
I talk, eat, carry out my day to day activities like a normal person, but it always feels like I'm in a ...Haze?

I always go to the field
To escape, to get away, to be free
But today feels different...oddly satisfying but I just can't pin it

Not until I see it.

The beginning or the end of my life

The Haze...has come to lifeAll Rights Reserved

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