All I wanted was for Michael to dye his hair red & white for the Canadian shows on ROWYSO. Then he saw my tweets. Then we talked. Then we talked again. Then it became a regular thing. Then he went to a party. Then he believed something that wasn't true. Then he messaged me for what he hoped was the last time. And everything fell apart. (Luke & Ash help. Calum's a minor character, sorry. Appearances by assorted people, mainly Niall bc he's pretty essential to everything ever. And Harry & Ash kinda have the same hair(not)cut.) Some of the content in the first few chapters may seem a bit lame, but I'm trying to make this as realistic as possible. This would pretty much be my actual reaction if these conversations happened, so bear with me for a bit! Warnings: Suicidal thoughts, self harm & substance abuse are themes in this. There is also mention of illicitly explicit sexual acts. Please read with discretion if you are sensitive to any of these topics.