I'm Not Ok
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Last published Wed, Jan 13, 2016
Why did this have to happen ? Why did he leave ? Why did you all leave ? How could you do this to the fans ? We loved you... We thought you cared...
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Once Zayn left it wasn't the same...We had to break up ... I haven't talked to any of them since.I don't know what to do ! I go online , and I see all these fans cutting and killing themselves and I don't know how to help...I'm Liam fucking Payne the one that's supposed to cheer the fandom up when their down ... How am I supposed to do that when I'm not ok myself... I'M NOT OK !
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