Even if these memories disappear like yesterday
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Even if these memories disappear like yesterday, I love you like a flower in my garden is a poetic coming-of-age memoir written like a diary of the heart. Spanning from 2009 to 2019, it tells the story of a girl who loved quietly but deeply-a love that was never named, never reciprocated, but never forgotten.
Through lyrical poems and tender prose, she captures the ache of remembering someone who became a part of her without ever truly being hers. Set against the backdrop of youth, trauma, fading memory, and healing, this book speaks to anyone who has ever loved in silence, held on too long, or found pieces of themselves in words they never meant to share.
It's a story of growing up, letting go, and keeping love alive through the only way she knew how-by writing it down.
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She had tears in her eyes and was looking at me with disgust. Our eyes locked and it was like the world disappeared. It was her and me. I was to protect her with every fiber in my being and in that moment I want to cherish and comfort her and hurt whoever did this to her. Then it dawned on me. I did this. I hurt my mate. That thought alone made me want so shrivel in a ball and die. We broke eye contact when she quickly got into her car and drove away. She was my mate. A human. I had to make her love me. I have to make her forgive me. All of the hate for her washed away in that moment, that minute, that second. Disclaimer- I wrote this book when I was super naive and didn't know that the abuse written about in this book is unacceptable and not to be tolerated. Also, it's pretty bad writing. So just keep that in mind too.
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