Ecstasy // jundylan

•Ecstasy, noun (EMOTION):

A state of extreme happiness, especially when feeling pleasure.

•Ecstasy, noun (DRUG):

A powerful drug that makes you feel very active and can cause you to hallucinate (= see or hear things that do not exist).
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Both were very much present in Jun's life, the drug and the feeling it produced. As well as the person behind his actions -Dylan.

After the group's departure from ONER Entertainment, their lives were bound to be chaotic, already handling the pressure of managing their own record label and trying to make ends meet. However, it was clear that their bright days of glory and fame would soon reappear and they would be able to taste the addicting taste of glamour and success.

The constant failure, though, was enough to make Jun's biggest nightmares come true: rejection, insecurity, not being worthy of attention. He felt like he was constantly being held gunpoint by the devil on his shoulder, him always reminding him of the harsh truth: he was nothing, he had no value.

Thame was the first to notice, being life-long friends with the oldest had its perks after all. Pepper and Nano followed not long after, yet the one who Jun was hoping that would turn and look at him just for a second longer, hadn't payed much attention to him in a long time.