You Are the Cosmos || Manthony
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Musical sensation Chase Atlantic dives headfirst into a world tour, only to belly-flop straight into the turbid depths of melancholy once it concludes. Dopamine and its impending crash were tethered to the ritual of playing live, and the members of the band settled comfortably with the idea of stifling it with one last party to conclude the exquisite catastrophe of which was touring - save for Christian Anthony.
Mitchel Cave strikes a bargain, for he's fluent in the art of persuasion and knows how to get what he wants - especially when it comes to his younger counterpart, whose fickle morals roll to whichever corner he's tilted towards by the hands of the older.
However, Mitchel is blissfully and recklessly so unaware of the disaster that lies dormant over the horizon, waiting to be awakened by a wave carrying a grand buffet of substances, a race of reputations, connections kept in the past, and bottled up emotions sizzling to their boiling point, all striving to entangle the man in a messy web of lies where superstars go supernova.
And as the star ceases to burn, the black hole carves it hollow.
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