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To Have and To Hold (Ongoing)

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No one knows Renessa behind the practiced smile she always wears and all the perfect names they call her. No one understands that under her skin, the past claws her deep, unable to let her go.

No one can make her open up.

No one can have her.

Except, he did.

His pursuit reached her sanctuary. His confessions replaced the voices in her head. His caresses hushed her fears. His lips kissed her scars, even unknowingly. He had her completely. 

For the first time, she was free and happy.

They have the life they wanted.

But having is one thing  - holding onto it is another.All Rights Reserved

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Old Feelings by Rapunzelyza

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Clarisse's world turned upside down when her father sent her to San Sebastian. Hindi niya aakalaing sa ganoong paraan siya parurusahan ng ama sa minsang pagsuway dito. Her father knew her well. Alam nitong ayaw na ayaw niyang tumira sa probinsya. And just because of one mistake, she won't be able to leave that place unless she learned her lesson. The place became more hateful when she met Paco, ang pinaka-antipatikong binatang nakasalamuha niya sa buong buhay niya. He always made her feel that he didn't like her. Well, she didn't like him, too. Subalit wala siyang ibang mapagpipilian kundi ang makisama. She thought she'd never get passed hating him but when he did something that nobody ever thought of, she liked him and fell in love with him even when she didn't want to. But they were two different people from two different worlds. Will love be enough to conquer all the odds? Cover by DESYGNER Image from pexels.com 😘 😘 😘