Life Sucks

Have you got that one feeling of misery and dispear .....It would be nice if the past would magicly disappear from my head! I see my friends, they have happy families, happy lives and there parents are together....but man I wish my life was that awesome but it isn't.....
My dad, Bj, left my mum, Jo-Anne, when I was just 4 months of age but still wanted to see me and my older sister Melinda. My dad left on there 3rd wedding anniversary. My dad got with a woman named Kellie and she had a baby girl name Aaliyah( my little sister) and we see Aaliyah every second Saturday! I wish we could all live together and be a happy family but it will never happen because thats what happens in life sometimes. Dad had many girlfriends. He got with a woman named Tammy. She had a son named Noah...he was 4 when we met him and we got along very well but what we didn't know was he was spoilt rotten and I was really jealous. A month went past and then she fell pregnant, my sister and I were jumping of the walls, we were so excited to have another little brother or sister. But then my dad Tammy started to fight and she broke up him and my dad thought to himself what a complete waste of space! She was a selfish person and now is trying to make my dad see his daughter, Shania~Rose( my other little sister) I don't see Shania because my Dad hates Tammy and wants nothing to do with Shania! A few months past then my Dad starting see another girl, Jess....She was awesome for the first 10 months then started being rude and yelling....she smoked weed and done a lot of things I didn't like.....but i got over it but then arguements started to pop up so she decided to pack up and leave with stuff that wasn't hers!
And my future: I wanted to travel all of the world, see all the pretty lights of New York City. Go to the desert of Egypt. So my life has been pretty messed up.....
See how some people like me have problems like this....it sucks it really does.