It's Quiet Up Here
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Last published Mon, Sep 1, 2025
Hi there. I'm Liberty Wanderer.
Fifteen. Swimmer. Sarcasm enthusiast. Proud owner of exactly ONE functioning brain cell.
This year has been a lot for me, so I decided to share it with you, it's full of that one thing that has different labels. My parents call it attitude, my friends call it quirkiness, and a therapist would probably call it trauma. But don't mind that last bit.
I somehow qualified for Sectionals for swim (I don't know how, so don't ask) lost pretty much all of my friends, got horribly depressed and then somehow managed to claw my way out of the gutter of mental health.
Now I've got friends again, my girlfriend shared a big secret (can't tell you yet) and my therapist says I need to do this thing called "processing my feelings". Which. Spoiler alert, I have absolutely no intention of doing. Ever.
Oh and did I mention I'm trying to figure out who I am while trying not to completely explode? It's fine. I'm fine. Everything is completely fine. Probably.
DISCLAIMER: I do not want to and will not commit suicide. Some of the chapters will touch at the subject, but suicide is not something I will do.
Cat: Russian Blue
Color: Lavender
Song: Delicate by Taylor Swift
Book: Turtles All The Way Down by John Green
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