My bully story (chapter 2)

... anyways the bullying continued until i thought its time to get out of this world. the only people in this world who were my friends hated me. so i literary had no friends. after weeks of crying i started to hate myself like others did. i was just saying i don't belong in this world anymore. i was about to die when a message saved my life. i checked my phone and the message was from my best friend i got into a fight with. she said she forgave me but only as friends. but the rest of the still hated me. i thought of another idea and wrote a note to all my friends saying that i am sorry. it was pretty effective because the forgave me and i promised them that i will never bully anyone anymore. but there is a problem. i still feel like i am still a bully. if you have any idea please help me fix it. anyways back to the bully. i just have one last thing to say and end this story: i love my friends more than myself and i thank god 1,000,000 times for having such people in my life. they brightened my life and only god knows how thankful i am for this blessing. (people in this and last year i mean i love so much)