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𝑩𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝟐 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑩𝒓𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒏 𝑫𝒖𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒈𝒚

Young 𝐁𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐥𝐲𝐧 𝐖𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐢𝐞𝐥𝐝 she was the definition of a hopeless romantic. All she saw was her parents love. She had the perfect life. Perfect school, friends, grades. Perfect everything. You get the point, right? This is all until on faithful storm night. when her world came crashing down on her-her family. Her mother died in a car crash. 6 months later diagnosed with type 2 diabetes. Her father losing his job. Just the works. It all changed when reality hit her.
Her sweet nirvana, gone.

Nothing will be the same, ever again. 

This is until she meet the most stone cold person she will ever know 𝐇𝐚𝐫𝐯𝐞𝐲 𝐌𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐥. He the definition of 'why give a fuck when you have none'. His life isn't perfect either. Lots of cracks. Some so deep-deeper than anyone should carry.
nothing can full them. Watching his is like watching a clock. It's only purpose-to flow through time.

Nothing was the same.All Rights Reserved

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