"Don't leave me, I'll fix this I'm sorry"
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Azuki is a guilt-ridden individual, carrying the weight of emotions she can't control. Faith requires complete devotion, yet happiness requires freedom. Love and resentment are two sides of the same coin. Torn between obedience and the aching need to break free, she finds herself trapped between unresolved problems that just keep piling up. Desperately clinging onto any sense of distraction, any reason to keep living.
But in the midst of it all, something begins to slip away,
Her true self.
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Though they can be depicted as symbols of hope and friendships, the Yellow Carnations could also be interpreted as a flower of regret and disappointment. They could be the face of both positivity and negativity. Depending on what kind of person you are,
you only have to choose which interpretation you wish to believe
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The story is inspired by Tatsuki Fujimoto's one-shot web manga; "Look Back" and my own life
The story contains: (potentially inaccurate) undiagnosed mental illnesses, sexual thoughts, suicidal thoughts, bullying, (a bit of) blood and violence
Read at your ow risk!
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"Shh," I whisper. "Let me hold you. I really want to. And you want it too, right?"
She nods. Then she wraps her arm around me, mirroring my hold
Is fate already destined? Or is it planned all along?
Content Note:
This story is rated mature due to emotional themes and some intimate moments. Certain serious topics are implied rather than described in detail.
English is not my first language so please try to ignore my errors👉🏼👈🏼
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Started: November 26, 2025!
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