I Don't Know If I Hate You- RusAme

!!WARNING!!-- Strong language, and later mentions of abuse, and self harm.
Notes: This is my short fanfic of the Countryhumans ship of America and Russia! I'm new, and I apologize if my writing is not good :3

America, an egotistical, self expressing, and a social god, is the most well known person on the map. Russia, cold and bitter, strong and powerful as once his father, finally takes notice of America. Wanting to sabotage America as China and Siberia and many more want, Russia joins, but his feelings overpower him. Will Russia finally care to get America back on his feet? Or will they forever hate each other? The Four Representatives come to their attention, and make all countries go to a 'Community Gathering', and get along, and find peace with one another. Will they destroy one another, or will they finally get along?