Words that don't exist (english version)
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Last published Tue, Mar 25, 2025
Sometimes there is a loud clang when a life shatters.
Sometimes it crumbles before everything collapses.
Sometimes no one notices when a life ends before death.
When you're on the edge, most words can push you forward, but only a few would manage to bring you back. But the closer you get to the cliff, the more you doubt the existence of those words...
❗️Warning at the beginning: the story deals with topics such as (thoughts of )suicide, mental issues and maybe abuse❗️
[apart from the fan fictions, this is an original story by me. It's really important to me🥰.
Actually, the title is dedicated to/adapted from a song of the same name. I can personally highly recommend the band Citizen soldier for pop/rock fans. The lyrics and the whole group are unique!
And the rights to the picture are mine by the way😅]
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