It's all my fault
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Last published Wed, Jan 6, 2016
I lay there beside him shaking in fear crying silently to myself thinking someone who I thought was my first love ....best friend could rape me I shouldn't have gotten so close to him then those words make there way up to my head "it's all my fault "
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