When the Cuddles Loosen
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Last published Sun, May 25, 2025
I loved her... I...still love her...? How am I supposed to know what that feels like? How do you tell?
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When Angel's girlfriend, Velvet Jones, breaks up with her, Angel struggles to go through her everyday life and deal with her emotions. She meets new friends - and maybe someone who could potentially be more than a friend- who help her through her heartbreak. She slowly comes to realize that perhaps the people she always needed were right with her all along.
Mature for language, brief teen partying, mild sexuality throughout, self harm, eating disorders, and suicidal thoughts.
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