Before I Let You Fall (Phan)
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Last published Sat, May 9, 2015
Dan is falling, and he's falling hard. Not only is he falling for Phil, but he's also falling from sadness, and he doesn't know how to fix it. Is love really all that is needed to mend a broken heart? Or is there something missing?
Phil doesn't know what's happening to Dan, but he'll do anything to save him before he finally loses track of who he is. All he wants is to catch Dan before he falls any further.
But as an increasing amount of scarring events begin happening to each of them, it's hard to balance love in between. And when one fateful incident occurs before Phil has time to admit the truth, how will ever be able to love?
~A Phanfiction inspired by danisnotonfire and AmazingPhil on YouTube~
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