My Girlfriends Brother

Every Time I look at him I can't help but feel guilt and regret surge through my body. But at the same time I feel this safe comfort and overwhelming love I've never felt before. But at times I sit and sort through my mind thinking of all the people we've hurt along the way, and how maybe I shouldn't be with you at all. Cursing myself for ever looking at you that way,that forbidden way that shouldn't be shared with my girlfriends brother.