"I don't need fixing, I need you."
Oxygen; the element that we breathe. It seems after the loss of my best friend, I've been lacking it for quite some time. She was the only one who understood me and knew how to deal with me.
But, one tragic night something happened. I don't know if it's true but people say she killed herself, everything sort of led up to it. At first, I refused to believe it but as time flew by, I had to accept that she was gone. Being her best friend, I couldn't comprehend why she would've done it.
But that day, I stopped breathing-metaphorically speaking.
Everything was duller.
My parents used to think it was just a phase because of the death, but this feeling soon consumed my entire being. So, they sent me to a therapist.
I guess you could say he saved my life.
He is the reason I breathe again.
Coming out must be hard but only doing so because you can no longer hide your feelings for your bestfriend is unimaginable.
A story about falling in love after a long time coming...
* "I'm jealous? I'm controlling? You couldn't even let a guy touch me in there without pushing them away. You're not so innocent yourself Brandon. Don't look at me like that." He caught my chin forcing my eyes up to his again.
"Or what?" I asked my voice shaking. I don't know what he was trying to say but it was all true.
My breath came out jittery, staggered and just like that he was pressing his lips into mine with such pressure. I didn't move for a second too scared what the hell this was. I couldn't even think, did I want to kiss him back? Did I like this? I was staring wide eyed in shock at him still his eyes open to as he stayed perfectly still neither one of us moving. Before I knew it he was pulling away wiping me from his mouth his eyes adverted embarrassed*
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Part two out now!!
Through it all is set a few years in the future for this pair. Continue to read more about their crazy life with all its ups and downs.
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