THE MONSTER I BEACME
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**The Monster I Became**
Lotus never had a choice. An orphan turned prisoner, she spent years trapped in a life built on lies, manipulated by a man who controlled her every move. She was forced to become someone she wasn't, trained to fight, to obey, to survive.
But when the truth shattered her world, she took matters into her own hands-killing the man who had stolen her life. Yet even in freedom, she felt nothing. No relief, no peace-only emptiness. She had become something unrecognizable. A monster.
Zain, the only person who ever tried to save her, refuses to give up. He sees the girl buried beneath the scars, the girl who once dreamed of something more. But can Lotus escape the darkness inside her, or has she lost herself forever?
A gripping story of pain, survival, and redemption, *The Monster I Became* explores what happens when a broken soul is pushed too far-and whether there's still hope for those who have lost everything.
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