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Nights full of Cigarettes and Whiskey...

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What if life never broke into pieces cause its always was broken yet. What if from the beginning your life everything has went fuck and it just always seemed to get worse. Leaving a young boy in a cruel world fighting for his happiness. So inbetween sex, mental problems and addiction Taylor takes his way through the hell to find peace.

Triggerwarning: 
-suicidal behaviour
-depression
-selfharm
-abuse
-sexualabuse
-addictional behaviour
-violence

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it was all just a scream for help.

Why wasn't anyone noticing? Was it not obvious he was sad? How come nobody had realised when George only wore long sleeves? What would it take for them to see he needed help? He wanted help. He needed help. How could he get it without asking - because asking was scary and he would do anything besides ask. Even if it tore him apart. Then someone realised. #1 ❣️georgenotfound - 28/10/21 #1 ❣️eatingdisorder - 28/09/21 #1 ❣️ selfharmawareness - 09/10/21 #1 ❣️angst - 15/10/21 #2 ❣️dnf - 29/10/21 #3 ❣️karlnap - 07/10/21 #3 ❣️dreamnotfound - 17/10/21 #7 ❣️sapnap - 30/10/21 #7 ❣️dreamwastaken - 30/10/21 #9 ❣️dreamnotfound - 15/10/21 #10❣️georgenotfound - 25/10/21 #13❣️dream - 28/10/21 -finished 08/10/21- - cover by li-wri (tumblr) or liwri_art (insta) -