Saved By The Butterfly // hs au.
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Ongoing, First published May 07, 2015
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"It wasn't what he looked like, or what he said. It's what he showed me. It's what that butterfly meant to him: and now, to me." 

Elise Shepard has been struggling with selfharm for the last year of her life. Hurting herself in more ways than any other person could, Elise is close to her end. The feeling of loneliness, of loss, and paranoia of never being good enough, engulfs Elise. She may be her own person but she hasn't really ever been alone in her own head.

One day, Elise meets Harry Edward Styles. Drawn to his care-free nature and multiple tattoos, Elise finds herself following a guy that does really want her around. 

Will Harry learn to like Elise? Or will Elise give up? Will her strong draw to this boy save her? Or will heartbreak, love, and her own mind win like it always does?

*WARNING: GRAPHIC IMAGERY. STRONG EMOTIONAL APPEAL. MAY TRIGGER UNHEALTHY THOUGHS OR BEHAVIORS. DO NOT ATTEPMT ANY SELF INFLICTIONS DESCRIBED. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. INTENDED FOR MATURE AUDIENCE*
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