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In my Eyes [IvanTill]
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Last published Sun, Mar 30, 2025
"But let me say this just in case... Thank you for being a victim of my shallow emotions."
It was always the smiles, the appearance, the normal for Ivan. He learned to adapt but never to embrace. It was afterall, his greatest purpose.
This is an ivantill short story centered around Ivan's perspective from the Slums up until the Alien Stage. There is present author's liberation for the story in order to enchance the experience.
TW: Angst, doomed, unrequited
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