Still Hurt? Or Still Love? (Ongoing)
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In a lonely place where the words of words are felt? Or pain from the beating? For a few years I have experienced it. 18years I feel but I can cry in front of my parents, he is hurting me with words and bruises!.
Sometimes I wonder if they really are my child? Because my parents always have the eyes of my parents, does it seem like they can't see me here? Or maybe they really aren't my kids, they might just go to me. I might just accept harsh words and if they beat them.
When I left that place, maybe I could have fun? Like other people? of a student? Hopefully this guy is the right guy I accepted what my dad wanted just for his wishes, for his company.
Will I be hurt again or will I ever love that I want to experience for life ??
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