Self destruction to perfection

im constantly trying to find a balance between my eating disorder and recovery, causing my weight to just go up. But not anymore. Ana is my best friend and ill stick with her this time. I will NOT be weak anymore. I will be strong.

(A/N; I DO NOT PROMOTE EATING DISORDERS. THIS IS TO KEEP TRACK FOR MYSELF AND TO LET OTHERS KNOW THEY ARE NOT ALONE. DO NOT START AN EATING DISORDER, IT RUINS YOUR LIFE AND IS VERY DEADLY.)