Falling out of Line / Billie eilish
- Reads 652
- Votes 5
- Parts 14
TRIGGERWARNING!
This story will have content about addiction, mentally health problems, suicidal thoughts and more.
Description:
Amelia has always done what was expected of her-perfect daughter, perfect student, perfect cheerleader. But moving from Germany to an American high school throws her into a new world, one where she has to hide who she really is. No one can know that she's struggling. No one can know that she's not into boys. No one can know about the drugs that help her get through the days.
And then there's Billie. The quiet girl in the back of the class with black hair and neon green roots. The girl everyone ignores. The girl who Amelia can't stop looking at. Billie is drowning in her own darkness, writing songs no one hears, thinking thoughts no one should think.
When the two girls collide, it's reckless. Dangerous. Addictive. They find solace in each other, but in a world that demands perfection, their love is the ultimate rebellion. And rebellion always comes with a price.
All Rights Reserved
#52
hitmehardandsoft
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
Her heart
Noah was Ava's cousin and best friend, but when he's found dead on his room floor things take a drastic turn in her life. They confirmed that the cause of his death was suicide by the clear evidence of the gun in his hands.Ava doesn't believe a thing of what they're saying and wants to find the truth on her own. Ava meets Billie at a party but she feels like she has seen her before. Only after getting to know each other better she realises she was at her cousin's funeral. Billie becomes the only person who believes in her and even supports her through the search of answers, but she's also full of mystery . Will Ava find the truth? What happens between Billie and Ava? It might seem like a boring book at first, but as you reach the end, you'll realise that small details added together made the entire book make sense. ⚠️ g!p explicit scenes vulgar language mentions of sexual abuse ⚠️Complete
𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢 | billie eilish
↳ « can you stay over tonight? » ─ 𝗶𝗻 𝘄𝗵𝗶𝗰𝗵 a girl of 16 years has been through various types of trauma. She appears secretive, cold-hearted and is seemingly unapproachable until the day she unexpectedly bumps into a girl with cerulean hair, who supposedly doesn't fit into the right category of societal norms. The weeks proceed and the former tension dissipates when an unforeseen diagnosis throws the 16-year-old's family into great turmoil. Will she be able to cope with the situation with the help of Billie? Will she find enough trust in her to make veiled references about her critical past? And most importantly, how soon will they discern that their feelings could be more than just those of a regular friendship? 𝗶𝗹𝗼𝗺𝗶𝗹𝗼 - 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗘𝗶𝗹𝗶𝘀𝗵 gxg high school romance | trigger warnings mentioned in '000' achieved: #1 in teenissues 03/14/21 #1 in problematic 03/15/21 #1 in awareness 03/17/21 #2 in lesbian 05/21/21 #1 in lgbt 05/22/21 #1 in mental 08/29/22 #1 in illness 05/05/23 100k reads - 12/23/21 200k reads - 03/21/23 300k reads - 10/13/24Complete
help me live.
When seventeen-year-old Olivia takes a midnight walk in the downtown streets of la with the intention of taking her own life, she meets someone she never thought she'd ever see again. As Olivia struggles with multiple mental illnesses, Billie and her reconnect after several years. Billie doesn't just save her that night, she helps Liv begin the process of loving life again. Depression Anxiety Eating disorder Self-harm gxg Achieved 🥈 in #billieeilish 🥈 in #gxg 🥇 in #eilishComplete
Maybe it's you- B.E
Sequel to "restricted" Four years after a devastating ending, Blue is a global modeling icon and social media phenomenon. Billie, still haunted by the past, is preparing to drop her most personal album yet. Both are in new relationships But when fate unexpectedly brings them face to face again, buried feelings rise to the surface. Some connections never fade... no matter how much time has passed. But what happens when the one that got away is standing right in front of you again?Complete
inked.
When Billie makes a fake account on a dating app as a joke, she finds a girl who captures her interest; Carter Lee. Carter has a hard exterior and seems intimidating but is actually struggling with her past and family issues as she is currently responsible for her niece. See how Billie and Carter's 'friendship' blooms. This book contains smut 🤫 Billie is mostly bottom/switch Billie is blonde in this book! Achieved: 🥇 in billieeilish 🥇 in Eilish 🥈 in billieeilishsmutComplete
Stay with me | Billie Eilish
Isabella was drowning in pain, stuck in a cycle she couldn't escape. Then came Billie. Beautiful, wild, unexpected. One night changed everything. But some scars run too deep... And saving each other might destroy them both. Achievements 🥇 #billieeilishsmut 🥇 #billie 🥇 #lesbian 🥇 #hmhas 🥇 #freaky 🥇 #pushandpull 🥇 #losangeles 🥈 #billieeilishfanfic 🥈 #billieeilish 🥈 #girls 5 #billiesmutComplete
ADDICTION // B.E
"why do you vape? it's bad for you. you know that, right?" she asked quietly after a moment. "i know it is, but i can't stop now. it's an addiction." i shrugged, fidgeting with my novo. "why can't i be your new addiction?" she whispered, looking at me pleadingly. "that can be arranged." ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 5/1/2020 ended: 11/2/2020 ============================== achieved: ? #1 in #dontsmileatme 7/25/2020 ? #1 in #billieeilish 10/4/2020 ? #3 in #lgbtq 9/21/2020 ? #1 in #billie 9/27/2020 ? #1 in #claudia 10/17/2020 ? #17 in #lgbtpride 11/2/2020Complete
Let The World Burn ( Billie Eilish X You )
Billie Eilish, a famous singer who the world adored. her friends would do anything for their beloved blue eyed star. But Billie had her secrets-and she kept them well hidden. She had this confidence that nobody stop her from getting what she wanted. New rings? Hers. New car? She'll have it by tomorrow. Attractive Woman or Man? Write up an NDA and they'll have the best one night ever. But what Happens when her eyes land on you? What If an NDA isn't enough. what if she needed more of You. You a simple jewelery maker.
Fever Dream
I didn't go to that party looking for anything, if I'm being totally honest I didn't even want to go. But when her eyes caught mine, something in me shifted. My closed off self began to open up without warning. I've worked hard to build a life that looks beautiful from the outside-even if sometimes, I don't always feel beautiful on the inside. I've kept people at arm's length. I've told myself I'm fine being alone. Then Billie kissed me. And suddenly, I wasn't so sure about anything. This story is about us. About falling in love when you least expect it. About trust, and timing, and choosing each other again and again-even when it's scary. Even when it's messy. This is our Fever Dream. 🥇 eilish - 14.07.25 🥇 billieilishfanfic 14.07.25Complete
Tight Schedules, Loose Hearts/Billie eilish FF/WLW
Being on a world tour is nothing new for Billie Eilish. But when her old manager gets fired, and Harper-sharp, stunning, and maddeningly professional-steps in, things start to feel... different. Harper's rule is simple: no mixing business with pleasure. But Billie's charm, wit, and raw vulnerability chip away at Harper's walls. And Billie? She's falling too-but fear, fame, and forbidden feelings make it hard to breathe. In a world full of cameras, pressure, and packed schedules, how do you stay professional when your heart's off-script?Complete
Noah was Ava's cousin and best friend, but when he's found dead on his room floor things take a drastic turn in her life. They confirmed that the cause of his death was suicide by the clear evidence of the gun in his hands.Ava doesn't believe a thing of what they're saying and wants to find the truth on her own. Ava meets Billie at a party but she feels like she has seen her before. Only after getting to know each other better she realises she was at her cousin's funeral. Billie becomes the only person who believes in her and even supports her through the search of answers, but she's also full of mystery . Will Ava find the truth? What happens between Billie and Ava? It might seem like a boring book at first, but as you reach the end, you'll realise that small details added together made the entire book make sense. ⚠️ g!p explicit scenes vulgar language mentions of sexual abuse ⚠️
More detailsContent Guidelines