Born For Chaos (ON HOLD)
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Born for Chaos
Live for Chaos.
Die by Chaos.
Chaos. It's all about chaos.
Jess Panye is Chaos.
.......
I was normal. Now driven by chaos and all of it's associates.
I just sit back. Laughing at the wounded people , each breath sucking in ashes and fumes. Oh it bleed alright, drier than worn county. All its patriot flames hurrying to find new nations with it's blinding dust but me? I just squinted at that pipe cleaner sky line and it burn hotter then their oil slick pupils. Knowing that I'll pay to remeber my past. I blew out a hot breath and said "Burn it All" .
"I am Chaos..I am the forsaken. I was forgotten but I am Jess Panye."
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