I Loved, I Let Go !
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I never wanted to hurt anyone. I'm just a normal human being, with emotions like everyone else. The people I once loved, the ones I held so close to my heart-they still matter to me in some quiet way. I don't wish anything bad for them, ever.
Yes, I may have said things out of pain, out of the hurt I was carrying inside. But that doesn't mean I wanted to cause harm. It was never from a place of hate-only from a place of deep sadness and love that was hard to let go of.
I truly want everyone to be happy, to live well, and to find peace. Because once, they were a part of my heart-and a part of me will always wish them nothing but good.
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