Spider-Man: A Numb Little Spider
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Peter Parker has been Spider-Man for fifteen years, gaining many good and "bad" experiences during his line of duty and responsibility. After the betrayal of his closest loved one, he became tired, bitter, and angry, all built up to the point he crossed a line. Making him quit, but still living the guilt and trauma from his past life as Spider-Man.
This story involves many Marvel heroes and villains, some making major and minor appearances. The Main Villain of this story is also not a part of the traditional Rogues gallery of Spider-Man.
Will Peter return as Spider-Man remembering the responsibilities he made to the world or will he retire for good.
Note: This is my first posted fanfiction go easy on meh ples (≧▽≦), I've learnt alot from writing this fanfiction so the start is sorta bad but overtime it gets better I promise! I wrote all of this in just one month as a challenge, basically it was for someone's birthday and this is the prompt they gave me hehe. Enjoy reading! Excelsior!
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