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Finding Meaning

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> "Sometimes, what breaks you... also shows you what you're made for."

Rissellei Rosemillian Amarillo is a young woman haunted by failure, shame, and the aching need to find meaning in a world that never played fair. She's sharp-tongued, closed-off, and convinced she'll never be enough - not for herself, not for anyone.

Enter Zaine Lorenzo Enzorño - her handsome, hot-headed, charming, brutally honest best friend who sees through her defenses like no one else ever has. He knows her storms, her silences, and all the ways she pushes love away... because he's been quietly in love with her for years.

But love isn't easy. Especially when it's wrapped in pain, secrets, and the fear of losing everything.

Finding Meaning is a dark, emotional slow-burn romance about friendship, trauma, healing, and choosing love - even when it hurts.

🌧️💔 Be ready to cry the Nile River before they earn their happy ending.

Trigger Warning: Themes of self-doubt, emotional trauma, abandonment, and recovery.

Completed.
💍 HEA - Yes.
🖤 Genre - just a pinch of Dark Romance | Slowburn | Angst to Healing
🔥 Rated - Mature (emotional intensity + suggestive themes)All Rights Reserved

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