FEEL IT ALL
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Last published Thu, Mar 12, 2026
2014.
Bill is living through addictions, he doesn't know if there's going to be a tomorrow when he falls asleep.
With a bad surrounding bringing Bill into more suicidal activities, he quickly became the person he never thought he would be 10 years ago.
(TW : needles, hard word, addiction, blood, sexual activities, alcohol, weed, sh, eating disorders, cigarette, passing out, death and less triggering things like loneliness depression etc.)
Don't recommend reading it if you're under 14.
The story is made with the inspiration from Bill's Book Career Suicide, from interviews, and from the song feel it all's story.
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