I. They are sweeter then anyone who's cleaner. II. Mostly a little drunk maybe stoned I was sober and they said "Good on you" and "Why though" III. I have gotten a hundred more hugs and shared food and offers of a jacket to keep off the cold in a few hours with strangers who form this family then with my own family and many of my friends. IV. I felt so goddamned safe there. V. But of course it couldn't fucking last.