Hazy dream

All she wanted was to be loved.
All her life she's been on her own. Never once was there anybody that would pop out of nowhere and randomly start a conversation with her. She would sometimes just shy away or they would find her boring and just let her go.
It really isn't her fault. Her passions(art and music) has helped her survive through some of her depression, but will it last long? When will she just figure out that there really is no one, just herself and her cat?
Slowly her eyes fluttered closed. Yes this warmth is the only thing that will keep her happy. This darkness. Her only favorite time of the day would be when she slowly falls to sleep. Why? Well at first she feels the perfect warmth, then the darkness slowly creep in and BAM she would be in a blissful hazy dream. A dream where she can speak freely,laugh, smile, love, and be loved. But she would wake up and then start over again with the same depressing routine. She has considered ending her life since sleep is her cure.