Cigarette Daydreams
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"You promised."
Shadow's made that vow a hundred times. A hundred relapses. A hundred nights where the cigarette in his hand mattered more than the hedgehog begging him to stop.
"I don't know how to stop."
Sonic's reached his breaking point.
Either Shadow quits for good, or they're over, no more chances.
But addiction doesn't surrender quietly. And love? Love might not be enough to save them this time.
A gut wrenching story about the cycle of addiction, the ruined trust it brings, and the agonizing crawl towards recovery.
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