unholy heartbeat
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[NOT an Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint (ORV) story! I just liked the vibe of the cover.]
This isn't about Dokja or any constellations- this is about me, iivan, and the freakishly flirty, unhinged chaos named Haru.
What started with a weird video and one flirty comment turned into something I didn't expect. obsession, confusion, and a heartbeat that won't shut up.
He says the wildest things like he means them. He's loud, cocky, and impossibly annoying... so why can't I look away?
This is a forbidden MLM love story- about falling for the wrong person in the wrong way, and maybe, just maybe, wanting it anyway.
Flirty texts. Stupid heart flutters. And a love I didn't ask for.
Am I falling for Haru? HELL NO. (Maybe.)
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