"Pretty When Kept" unearths a raw, haunting tale of love's distortion, where sunshine fades into shadows, and the warmth of affection is replaced by cold control. At nineteen, she left the safety of home, drawn to California's golden promise, to a man who seemed like a guardian angel, offering the world in his smile. It was a perfect beginning-a whirlwind of magic, whispered secrets, and stolen kisses under the starry sky. But love is not always what it seems.
As the days bled into nights, the cracks began to show. What she once believed to be love transformed into something darker-possessive, manipulative, and all-consuming. The house that should have been her sanctuary became a suffocating cage. She fought to remain the girl he first adored, but the pressure to be perfect, to shrink herself into something he could control, wore her down.
Each gesture of tenderness hid a deeper wound, each moment of affection laced with silent threats. Her identity, once vivid, was slowly erased. The world outside, once so full of possibility, became a blur of cold, lifeless days. She began to wonder-had it always been this way? Was this love or the haunting of her own fragility?
Through this visceral journey, "Pretty When Kept" uncovers the dark truth behind a love story gone wrong, where manipulation thrives beneath a seemingly perfect exterior. It is a painful yet poignant reckoning with the fragility of trust, the weight of self-doubt, and the journey from illusion to liberation. In the end, the bloom withers, but what remains is the strength to rise from the ashes.
"If you love me, you won't leave me."
Jessie has believed those words from her boyfriend, Josh, since senior year of high school. She loves him and doesn't want to leave him. Not even when he shouts at her and hits her. Jessie's best friend, Kolleen, can't stand seeing her in that situation.
With a bit of convincing - and the worst beating she'd ever received - Jessie agrees to move into an apartment with Kolleen. But not long after, Jessie is scared the worst of her nightmares will soon become a reality. Josh goes missing, and suddenly Jessie would swear she's being followed. One night changes everything, and one person soon changes Jessie's outlook.
A responding officer from that fateful night begins to seek her out, at first claiming it's part of his job. As she spends time with her new friend outside of his job, she starts realizing that her feelings are evolving. After being abused for over a year, Jessie is terrified she's falling in love. What's even more terrifying is that he might be, too.
She isn't ready for love. Not yet. She makes up her mind that if he is falling, and if he does love her, he'll wait for her to be ready, and if she loves him, she won't let herself hurt him.
Can the words that used to cage her in really be the key to her freedom?
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