The new normal: A bipolar memoir
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Last published Tue, Apr 15, 2025
What does it feel like to be bipolar? Why do I have these insane thoughts inside my head? What is normal? Is this my new normal? Why can I go from everything's fine to I am this grandiose being in a split second?
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