If I Had Him
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Last published Tue, Oct 21, 2025
Lee Ji-a, a former solo singer who left the celebrity world after the disappearance of her older sister Sohee, recently watched Singles Inferno and has already started fantasizing about her imaginary boyfriend, from what he would like him to look like to how she wants to feel around him. Her dream is soon to become a reality when she wakes up in an exotic isolated island, called Nirvana Island.
She meets with Junwoo, a guy who not only looks like he came out of the show, but meets her exact expectations of boyfriend material. But, what happens when he knows far too much about her and her sister, but most importantly, with her cousin fighting for Junwoo's attention, how far and hard is she willing to fight for love, let alone, him?
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