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I hate myself

MGA BUMASA 95
Mga Boto 16
Mga Parte 16
Oras 6h 15m

MGA BUMASA 95
Mga Boto 16
Mga Parte 16
Oras 6h 15m

Mature

depression drama family loneliness love ptsd

Simone Antoinette is a young woman quietly unraveling. Caught in a world where she feels like a misfit-among family, friends, and even in her own skin-she battles the heavy weight of depression, PTSD, and a deeply fractured sense of self-worth. Most days, she can't understand why anyone keeps her around. The idea of disappearing feels less like a fear and more like a longing.

But everything shifts one night inside a dimly lit nightclub, where music drowns out her thoughts and strangers blur into shadows-except for one. A chance encounter with a mysterious stranger sets her on a path she never expected, one tangled in connection, chaos, and questions she's been too afraid to ask herself.

As her world begins to twist and turn, Simone teeters between healing and self-destruction. Part of her wants to believe things can get better. The other part... still thinks it might be easier to just push everyone away-and disappear for good.All Rights Reserved

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Elysian ni Elijahtheshagger

From the outside Juliet Kingston seems to have the perfect life. She has popularity, beauty and a famous dad who seemingly spoils her rotten. But nobody is aware of what happens behind closed doors. After spending years at the mercy of her abusive father Juliet sees her chance to escape by attending her dream university across the country but after being told that she doesn't qualify for student aid she faces a problem. Her dad refuses to pay her tuition and in an attempt to control Juliet and to keep her always at arms reach, he makes her a deal. He'll pay her tuition for a smaller, local university as long as she agrees to continue living at home and miss out on the full uni experience. She agrees and starts her first semester soon after but she becomes more and more depressed living with a father who constantly tells her how worthless she is. Her days start to become repetitive and she no longer finds joy in anything, becoming an empty shell of who she used to be . Seeing no point in living, she gives herself a deadline. If something in her life doesn't change by her nineteenth birthday approaching in two months she plans to end her life. But what happens when the quiet drug dealer is the only one to notice her downward spiralling.

Maverick-Little Raven ni LillyNicole23

Aurelia- All my life I've been in the shadows of people around me. Keep my head low, Don't make eye contact and speak when spoken to. Deep down inside of my body a monster hides, waiting to play. I can feel my brain spasm with each passing day. Maverick-Blood, Lust, brotherhood. That's all I have ever needed in my life. Something was always missing but I could never put my finger on it, until that night. Everything changed at 2am, four months ago. I wont stop until I finish off what needs to be done. For her. This is a RH story, therefore their will be MFM scenes. Please read the TW in chapter one. Thank you loves.

SKINTIGHT (Part 1) ni frangipanii

Violet Ferrari is at breaking point. Moving out of home was supposed to fix her problems, not exacerbate them. All the shit she tried to escape, came right along with her - the grief, the guy, the pain. It won't go away. She's spiralling. One misstep, and it's over for her. Rio Valenti has fought his whole life to make it to this point. The start of his professional basketball career is just around the corner. He can't lose focus now, not with his criminal ties hanging over his head. He's on the edge. One misstep, and it's over for him. The rainy college town should have been their safe haven - the wetlands surrounding it a moat separating them from their pasts. The two meet in their freshmen year, with little in common but their social circles. Violet spends her days numb - hiding from the pain in any way she can. Rio runs from his. He's out from dawn to dusk, if not on the court, then scrounging up money for food or finding somewhere to sleep other than his car. What divides them most... is hope. Rio has it. Violet doesn't.

The Midnight Blend ni leeleewritestories

NOTE: This is a first draft, so there are a lot of mistakes. And because of an editing tool I'm using some words end up in a random sentence. I'm rlly sorry about that. All Céline wanted was a quiet place to study. But when her favorite café closes, she stumbles into Dalbi-a café that only opens after dark-and its mysterious, gentle owner, Sung-Hoon. Quiet and unreadable, Sung-Hoon carries a darkness behind his soft eyes that intrigues Céline as it mirrors her own. Drawn together by chance and late-night conversations, Céline and Sung-Hoon slowly find solace in each other's presence. But as feelings begin to bloom, so do the shadows-of trauma, secrets, and the people they thought they left behind. Can they break free of their dark past and find a future for themselves, or will the demons of the past keep hold on them.

The Tormented ni Antichild

Growing up you are in constant rip tide, in waves of emotions and in search for your place in life. Your up brining and the events around you mould you to the person you will be. You learn through trial and error, and seek guidance from others to become strong and confident adults. Love and affirmations build you up as you are driven into successful and wonderful experiences. However, it is not that simple for everyone. Beatrice is young and heavily influenced by others opinions about her own body image and self worth. Being bullied throughout her entire life she feels the emotional burden of feeling worthless. Being stolen away from any chance of happiness, she grows in constant turmoil, darkens being her only friend. The toll of self harm and mental lashing has her perception of reality in constant battle with the truth. As she rakes herself into adulthood, she is faced with her inner demons and childhood drama as the source of her torment stands before her.

Finding You ni dani_alyse

"He rests his forehead on mine and closes his eyes. Instantly, my own eyes flutter shut. I can feel his lips so very near to my own. 'Mia..," he says, almost like a whisper, 'I'm not him.' I gasp as his lips almost brush mine. 'Please... I need you to try and trust me.' If only he knew what he was asking of me." *** Mia Valiente is a girl who's spent her entire life trying not to be noticed. Her goal for the rest of junior year is to keep her head down, survive Track & Field season, and avoid her ex-boyfriend, Sean, as much as possible. It's been a year since she decided she loved Sean. It's been a few months since he broke her heart. It's been a week since he came back to stomp on the pieces. She feels like she's completely lost who she is. She doesn't know if she'll ever be that person again. Until she meets Hunter Scott. And all that begins to change. Hunter is tall, charming, and confident, with an edge that makes his kindness all the more surprising. Not to mention, gorgeous as hell. He's the kind of guy who knows exactly what he wants. So why does it seem like all he wants is Mia? Maybe Hunter is a little lost too, and maybe through finding each other, they'll find themselves. ******* HIGHEST RANKINGS: #1 IN DRAMA, #15 IN ROMANCE, #1 IN QUOTES

The Way We Mend | Book 1 | Author AifiHwa ni AifiHwa

"I didn't want this to burn out too fast. I wanted it to last, slow and steady, a burning ember that glowed for eternity." She's breaking under expectations. He's suffocating under love. Valeriana has spent her whole life performing as the perfect daughter while quietly falling apart under the weight of never being enough. Darius grew up in warmth and freedom, only to find that too much love can also be a cage. At Ceridian University, Valeriana just wants to survive another semester. Darius just wants to do his job and keep his heart out of it. But when their paths cross; the tutor sessions, quiet teasing, dinners, and moments that weren't supposed to matter turns into something neither expected. A bond built on shared exhaustion and unspoken care. They teach each other how to breathe again. How to laugh when the world feels too heavy. How to love without needing to be perfect. But as their connection deepens, so does the fear of losing control, of being too much, of not being enough. Because love, for them, isn't a rescue. It's a slow unravelling. A choice to stay when it would be easier to run. "The Way We Mend" is a tender, slow-burn romance about burnout, healing, and the quiet courage of being seen and loved as you are. {This is an original work written by me. I only upload this on Wattpad.} [Updates: 3 times a week] Illustrations page for the webnovel: https://www.instagram.com/hemlosa.my

Don't Touch Her ni RosePetals017

"What did he - Where did he touch you?" His voice had hardened, mad. I swallowed and looked down. "You son of a-" He walked off the porch, angrily running his hands through his hair. "What did he look like? I'm swear I'm gonna kill him. Tell me what he looked like? Are there cameras?" I shook my head. I didn't want to look him in the eyes. "I swear. That son of- Violet, tell me what he looked like." He came closer. Tears filled my eyes, "... I can't," I said, my voice started to shake. "I... I don't, I can't." I swallowed, biting down on the inside of my cheek, trying not to cry. He stood there quietly for a moment, before he leaned down, his voice was softer, "Violet, I'm sorry. I just... I'm so mad right now. I'll kill him." ▪︎●▪︎ Violet, who endured a harrowing childhood, struggles to heal from her history. As she navigates the shadows of her past, Violet finds solace in an unexpected connection with Dominic, her best friend's older brother. Drawn to Violet's vulnerability, Dominic craves to understand the pain and the secrets she guards. However, Violet's fear and scars run deep, leaving her paralyzed with fear. Dominic displays a genuine kindness and care towards Violet that sets him apart from others. However, his contrasting behavior towards those around him raises questions about the depths of his character. Despite Violet's growing affection for Dominic, she remains haunted by the scars of her childhood, making it difficult for her to trust and share her painful secrets. As their bond deepens, Violet finds solace in Dominic's unwavering support and kindness, grappling with the decision to confide in him, knowing that revealing her past could either strengthen their connection or shatter it completely. Will Violet find the courage to open up to Dominic, allowing him to understand the depths of her pain? Or will her fear of reliving the horrors she endured keep her locked in silence, forever guarding her heart? #1 Trauma

Learn to Fly ni TheGrav3yardShift

After an incident at a summer party that led to her friend group falling apart, Sophie Miller is starting her sophomore year of high school alone. Once a cheerful and upbeat girl, Sophie has become withdrawn from everyone and gossip around school causes her reputation to quickly go downhill. But with the help of her new friends and a certain teacher, she may finally gain the courage to reveal the truth about what really happened at the party, and the true colors of those around her will begin to show...

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Elysian

From the outside Juliet Kingston seems to have the perfect life. She has popularity, beauty and a famous dad who seemingly spoils her rotten. But nobody is aware of what happens behind closed doors. After spending years at the mercy of her abusive father Juliet sees her chance to escape by attending her dream university across the country but after being told that she doesn't qualify for student aid she faces a problem. Her dad refuses to pay her tuition and in an attempt to control Juliet and to keep her always at arms reach, he makes her a deal. He'll pay her tuition for a smaller, local university as long as she agrees to continue living at home and miss out on the full uni experience. She agrees and starts her first semester soon after but she becomes more and more depressed living with a father who constantly tells her how worthless she is. Her days start to become repetitive and she no longer finds joy in anything, becoming an empty shell of who she used to be . Seeing no point in living, she gives herself a deadline. If something in her life doesn't change by her nineteenth birthday approaching in two months she plans to end her life. But what happens when the quiet drug dealer is the only one to notice her downward spiralling.

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