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Last published Thu, Apr 2, 2026
Senior year wasn't supposed to start like this.
Morgan thought the summer would be the hard part-but the fallout is just beginning. Friendships are shifting. Love is complicated. And some secrets won't stay buried, no matter how hard she tries to forget.
As Beacon Beach grows colder, so does the truth: nothing is as it seemed. Not the people she trusted. Not the boy she thought she knew. Not even herself.
Because the thing about black ice?
You don't see it until it's already too late.
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