Hell and Back

I loved you as I had never loved anything else. Do you know what it means to be willing to lay down your life for another person? To be ok with breathing your last breath for the sake of another being? It's selfless love. Unconditional. To have every reason to hate someone, and to love them anyway? You monster. Who destroys all that is good, the tears of compassion I once cried for you burn into tears of hate. Oh, how I hate you now. I despise you even.

But saddest of all is knowing how much love it truly takes... to hate a boy.