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Ongoing, First published Apr 20
Based on My True Story

I'm really not okay. I need help. I know people will look at me and say that I'm being lazy. I just have to stop being a punk ass bitch, but I have never felt like this before. I started praying everyday that maybe God will help me. 

Please help me. I need you. I need you so bad. I have never felt like this before in my life God. I have no one else that I can turn to. My family seem to not love me enough to understand what I'm going through.My friends don't know me enough to see that I'm in need of help. Something. Anything. I just want someone to see me. I need someone to see me. I need somebody. Anybody. Please help me God. I've done some very horrible things in my life and I know I deserve the karma that happening to me right now. But man bad things have been happening to me since I was a child. It's okay, but this one over takes everything else. 

A man. My man. He was taken away from me over one bad thought. I'm not gonna pretend like we were a fairytale because we weren't. We found one another again over and over as years passed. The feelings I had for him never left. It was stronger each time. I was always playing the hard to get card, and he was the only one that has ever played them good. Everything was great,  he was my vision of what I wanted in my future. He was the key to everything I wanted. The key that brought me closer to God. I will forever love him for that. We found eachother again and he has a girlfriend and I was not looking for anyone. I thought I had found myself, but I was wrong. I checked on him even when we stopped talking and he didn't know about it.

God, I knew he had a girlfriend...

but I was selfish.

His name was Kerz.
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