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Ongoing, First published Apr 21
A ShadowVanilla fanfiction by Yogurt 🔪 ❤️ 


Life felt... empty. 


Really empty. 


Was there truly a point for living for Shadow Milk Cookie? He was always different from everyone else. From the way he acted to the way he talked, something was off. He never seemed to show much emotion, and his lack of sympathy scared others. He didn't have many friends. The ones he did were either there to use him or just saw him more as some thing to take pity on and be his friend. They didn't see him as a real cookie.


That is until... a certain cookie came into his life. 

GUYS NO DON'T READ THIS THE WRITING IS SHIT 😔😔😔 Idk what I was thinking with this it's so bad... There's not gonna be any continuation of this so there's no point. I js feel bad taking it down 💔


Pure Vanilla Cookie. He was... different from the others. Really different. He didn't treat Shadow Milk like a freak. He treated him like a real person. Someone who did think for themself. Someone who just needed someone to understand them. 


Suddenly a strange feeling swarmed Shadow Milk. A subtle feeling of warmth, compassion, maybe... love? 


The feeling soon grew out of control, and the ones who Pure Vanilla cared for the most were, well, swimming with the worms. No one could get close. No one could take him away from Shadow Milk Cookie, he couldn't risk even a small chance of this relationship slipping his grasp.


Trigger warnings for murder, possible self harm, torture, and possibily other things that may be listed in the future. 


Also this is an AU so the story will be far from the original plot!! 


I put tons of thought and effort into this, so if you could drop by if you're interested in this ship and this type of fanfiction it would be much appreciated!!

(Art by me!)
(I own none of these characters, this simply a fanfiction about an AU!!)
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